FUMBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Something is happening today that hasn't happened to me in over 15 years, I'm going for a job interview. Now its been a long time between these and I'll be honest with you I'm a bit nervous, am I going to say the right things, how will I look, am I what this company is looking for, and the one question that drives me crazy - "What can you bring to our company that we don't have?" or something to that effect. It has been almost 5 months since I was laid off and this is the first interview obviously that I've had. Most places I go to I get the same "We're not hiring right now" thing and occasionally I'll get a little boost of confidence when they ask me to fill out an application to go along with my resume, that has happened 3 or 4 times and for me that makes me feel a little better about the place I'm at. Now getting called for the interview really boosts my morale and even if nothing happens with this place it lets me know that there is still hope, which by the way I still know that God has a plan for me and it's not my time that this will unfold but in His time.

Now you maybe asking yourself why did he name this post FUMBLE, well your in luck, I'll tell ya. I'm a big sports fan and I was thinking yesterday and last night about how things happen and I thought I'd put it to a little sports annology. Sometimes in life things happen and the ball gets rolling in different areas and I drop the ball,.
Example: Heres the snap, handoff to Chalfant in the back field, FUMBLE.
Sometimes I don't even get the ball to take off with it before I lose it. Other times its:
Example: Hand off to Chalfant, hits the hole, cuts back to the inside FUMBLE.
Sometimes I get the ball and start to run with it and lose my grip as I'm going and lose it.
And then theres this:
Hand off to Chalfant and he breaks through the line, down the sideline he goes 20, 15, 10, 5 and he FUMBLES before the goal line.
Sometimes I get a good "run" going and lose my focus or get relaxed and cruise and lose it. But everyonce in a while I take that ball and go in for the score and those are the cool times.
I've felt in the past few weeks that I've been FUMBLING quite a bit at different things whether it be in conversations, relationships or in everyday living, being forgetful or unassertive and passive or just plain being a screw up. I know there is a work in progress here and that those fumbles will soon turn into touchdowns on a regular basis. Man I'm ready for some football now.